Interests:Long walks on the beach, a romantic candlelit dinn.. okay, lol; i joke. I'm really into English literature. (Yeah, that includes reading.) Weird, i know. Music is my life, & i know all people say that, but it really is. I'm not just jumping on the bandwagon this time. I'm your average sixteen year old teenage girl. I dig driving around with the wind in my hair & the music at full blast. I love staying up late with some friends; doing the most retarded things ever. I like to have fun & i hate shy shy people. Okay, dislike greatly. I speak the truth, and i admit i can be a bitch at times. But i promise you, it's only if i have a great reason to be. My sanctuary is my room, and after i get a mini-fridge i'm set for life. I love playing sports-- it gets my mind off of things. Lately i've been obsessing over Dooney & Bourke purses. Even more than last summer, which is getting out of hand. I think this is enough rambling for this section.. on to the next. Expertise:I'm not really great at anything; for if i was- i'd be famous. I'm sure you'd like to know what i'm good at.. but if you only knew me, that would be the answer to your question. I love photography if it counts for anything. It's just one of those things i like to do. I wouldn't necessarily classify myself as an ''emo'' kid, but i do have my own train of thoughts. Weird as it may be, that's who i am. Any questions?! <33 Occupation:Student Industry:Government
[LIFE] Man, I need to get out of this place. I say that everyday, but it's really just hit me that the reasons I am the way I am, is because of this place. All I keep thinking about is how I'm going to be back in Bellevue for a month, in about 5 months. That's the only thing that runs through my head when i hear someone talking about me. What did i do to them? I don't understand. People here think that I'm stuck up, and that I'm a bitch. Is it true? Am i seriously that full of myself to actually let people talk bad about me? The only conclusion that i can come to is yes. I wish i could change, but it's not that easy? But wait... why would i change for anybody but myself? I'm happy with the person that i am-- so i guess it's just them that have to deal with it. I try to make it so that i pretend i don't care what they think; but i don't want my reputation to be "Victoria, the stuck-up bitch." I'm just paranoid. That's all. Even my 'close' friends here talk about me. Some friends, huh? What do I do when it feels like all my friends have turned agianst me? People that HARDLY know me, turn agianst me... What did i do to deserve this? Nothing. Maybe it's just them, or maybe it really is me.
Man, there's nothing special about 2006 yet. That pretty much sucks. I'm just counting down to the SUMMER. That's all I want right now. Because... For the first time in my life; I feel freaking mad-crazy busy with plans. Everytime I turn around, there's something new I have to mark on my calendar. Do you ever have that feeling? I think it's gay.
[DRAMA] For some reason, every person that seems to get mad at me; has stayed mad at me. Usually, i tend to not care- & brush it off my shoulders. But lately, it's just outrageously redundant shit to get pissed about. Boo hoo, get the hell over it. I could care less what anyone thinks of me.
[FAR-EAST DRAMA] Competition is 4th-10th of Februrary. I'm stoked. Catagories: Readers Theatre; Life is a Reality Show Ensemble; The Insanity of Mary Girard Oral Interpretation; The Raven Duo Acting; Swamp Life -With Michael Toliver Duo Pantomiming; Robbing the Bank- With Chris Tobiere
Welcome to the year; Two-Thousand & Six. I thought it'd be nice to start a new year off with a new layout for xanga. It seemed like the proper thing to do.
I hope everyones New Years went well and what not. I fell asleep around 5 PM, and totally forgot about New Years 'til James came online and woke me up a little later. It's all good though, the New Years has never really been a big thing for me. I've never gotten that kiss at midnight, & i don't intend to anytime soon-- considering i'll be stuck in Japan 'til 2007. It's all good, i'm not complaining.
School starts tomorrow; I'm so not stoked. I think i have insomnia or something. I can't sleep at all. It's horrible, but maybe some pills will work eh?
Unlike you cool-folks in America, our semester doesn't end 'til after Christmas break; which means I still have a shit-load of finals to take. Great. Just great. I'm probably going to fail. HAHA.
I must say, this winter break was mighty nice. I got the lisence & the car. [After about failing 2-3 times.] I went sledding for the first time ever-- that was a blast.
But, it's a new year-- & it's time to move on. It's time to put things in the past, & look forward to the future. This year will be great, I promise.